Stupid results make it so difficult for me to make my choices.
I feel so let down with my sciences. And and irony of having wanted to take the science stream.
Sadly I don't think anyone will really understand the feeling i'm feeling of being overtaken.
WTS HAPPENED TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?!?!?!?
I wanna let myself emo all night today and be all fine and smiley by tomorrow.
Friday, December 9, 2011 @ 2:19 AM
Pink roses to suit the mood i'm in hehehe.
Idk why i've the sudden urge to post and get some thoughts out of my mind..
Yeap for the past few days i've been on a total movie marathon: Breaking Dawn Part1, You Are The Apple Of My Eye and New Year's Eve.
You Are The Apple Of My Eye was the best. In a way I felt like I could relate to it somehow, idk..it felt sort of like my lower secondary life. The movie brought out the hopeless romantic in me, like no kidding. The way Ching-Teng looked at Chia-Yi as she was walking down the aisle.. I want a guy who will look at me that way. It hit me. I actually kinda missed the feeling of liking a guy and having the guy like me back. Being liked by a guy, meant that there's smth they saw in you that they admire enough to want to know you more and all. I suddenly think I was such an a-hole and noob for not making the right decisions in the past.
I don't want to be tied down by being in a relationship, but I want that feeling again :(
Dang I'm sucha sucker for letting those feelings come back now.
Then, New Year's Eve. It concluded with saying that love was what made a difference in everyone's lives. How the new year was the time to make resolutions, to get second chances. It got me reminiscing, big time. What if I had never.... What if I had actually.... What if we.... It mentioned smth about having no regrets. I thought abt that smth immediately. It wasnt wrong at that time, but I really regret it now.
I know I know, I'm still young and those are just movies and whatnot, but dang I've never had this mood ever since July, suddenly it comes creeping back.
It's bittersweet though :)
Okay. P/s this post was just a little rant out for me, so if anyone does read it, well okay.
I'm coming back to the heart of woship
Tuesday, June 21, 2011 @ 1:54 PM
St. Joseph's Church Confirmation Camp 2011
We Stand in Grace ♥
Honestly, I feel a change in me. I bet everyone does.
This camp really helped me renew my faith.
4 days of my life with my brothers and sisters in Christ that I'll never forget.
And I have God to thank for that.
I've decided that this will be my last post. Won't be deleting this blog though. It holds too many precious memories in the posts. Who knows, I may blog again next time, but not anytime soon though.
So I'll stand, with arms high and heart abandoned, in awe of the one who gave it all ♥
- The Stand, Hillsong
A little bit of this and that
Tuesday, June 14, 2011 @ 1:15 AM
Muahahahaha whee the day i got my new specs, my dear friend gladys came over, fooled around a little. Yknw how sometimes you start camwhoring and you run out of faces to make? Well yeah it's a sign to stop camwhoring hehe. Oh i like the hint of brown in it. ^^
Sorry readers been lazy to update my blog lately. Ive been reading though, borrowed Lanjia's book. Title's Silenced. 'Raped by my brother. Pregnant at 12. Too terrified to tell'. Cool eh? I dont know why i like this kind of books oops.
Cheers and goodnight :)
Wednesday, June 8, 2011 @ 11:58 PM
I looked like a complete loser today.
Shit happens, right?
I really dont know why this is burdening me so much. Today just made everything worse.
Fine I accepted the idea and did what I had to do. Got my butt out of bed early early at 6.30am and dragged it to school when I could have been sleeping. It's not my fault I only came today. I mean, y'all could have just helped me by doing what was needed on the paper right, why cause such a commotion and make it so hard? How much of your time can it possibly take? Just when I thought I could just get it over with and go home.... -.-
Totally not what I signed up for. :'(
I didnt even want it in the first place, and this is what I get.
Even though my morning was completely ruined, at least the rest of day was better.