"Once you had put the pieces back together, even though you may look intact, you were never quite the same as you'd been before the fall." - Jodi Picoult

Rhiannon.
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GYMGYMGYMGYM!
Sunday, November 30, 2008 @ 10:05 PM
And then a hero comes along,
With the strength to carry on.
And you cast your fears aside,
Cause you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone,
Just Look inside you and be strong.
And you'll finally see the truth,
See That a hero lies in you, you, you.
Oh yes it does







Today was great.

I hanged out with Hilda and Lanjia. Hahas, we planned to run at the canal near my primary school at 8.45am. But ended up, Hilda woke up lateee. Hee, pig ahhh! So, we met up at 9.50am.(1hour later -.-) Thanks for the towel, Hilda! :D

We were..umm.. pathetic! Haa, jog a bit, laugh, jog a bit more, laugh a bit more! So, we headed for the gym at BukitGombak Stadium. It's sooo much nicer than Zhenghua CC's one! MUSCLESSS! Hah, Im just so sad, that my stamina has gone worse.. ):
Pray that it improves :D
Next year Xcountry, Im gonna do better! ROAR.

Looking forward to tomorrow's training. I hope no suicidem if not, Im gonna diediedie. Im gonna work hard from now. Till I can beat Lynette(Chicken)! Next year we're gonna trash the others! :DD

Sigh, yknow, it really makes me think.
How's my life so far?
Anything going wrong?
Somehow, Im not satisfied with my lifee.
It's like. Im missing something.
What can it possibly be.



A random and lame pic. -.-
Byeeeee :D
MMMM, CHEESECAKEEE!
Crapping.
Thursday, November 27, 2008 @ 8:43 PM
hahahs. for some reason, I keep listening to Womanizer suddenly. I didnt like that song before, but now.. KABOOM.

Hee, today training didnt really have the mood. But nevermind, it was quite okay in the end. Played againtt MrGan, 9:21. lols. Cant even reach my goal of 10!
Ps, Charmaine C. Chew is evil, she broke my heart. TT
hahahahs, hear that?! Im so heartbroken.. :DD ( and yet Im smiling lols. )
nevermind, we're gonna create the "Note to Self" book and publishhhh! LOLLLL.

AWESOMISTICCCCCCCCCC. Then I hanged out with Jiamin at my house. Sorry, for being late. (:
We watched 'Meet The Parents'. Ben Stillerrr! LOL. It's quite funny. We kept thinking sick duing the movie ._. And, Jiamin is improving her "guitar skills". Hee, thanks to. YOURS TRULY. LOL. Tomorrow she's going to gym with xy, I dontknow if I want to tag along after training tomorrow.

Random pictures. We look retarded.
Where did mine and Amirah's go to!?




The end.
Miss all my friendsssss.
SHARED, GIRLFRIENDS..

Ohman, Im so confused. Help,
and there are lots of things on my mind.



good day today, bad day tomorrow.
Sunday, November 23, 2008 @ 9:25 PM
If the mind
Keeps thinking
You've had enough
But the heart
Keeps telling you
Don't give up
Who are we to be questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up


yucksss, these few days has been a roller coaster ride. its like good, then bad, then good, then bad. its hot and its cold, its yes and its no, its in and its out. i really really hate these badbad feelings.

today was okay. since yesterday was pretty suckish. i hanged out with jiamin. thanks for listening when i told you that. i seriously dontknow what to do. we watched 'Holy Grail'. it was so.. zomfg nonsensical. it didnt make sense yet, we were ROFL, literally. farm animals being thrown over the edge of a castle, and arms&legs being cut off and still surviving and talking. hahahahs.

then, next. tried saying some of my lines for jiamin's scene thingy. my, i was stuck at one line for so long lols. i gaveeee upppppppppp! im sorry. hahas, she said i was too happy. i cant help it! :DD

it rained spongebobs, so headed to jiamin's house instead of the fitness corner. i had fun! her mum is so friendly. hehes. they invited me to go to gym with them tomorrow. should i? LOL, sekali next time grow muscles. HEHEHE. oohlalaa, ohmy. i would look so.. no comment :D

anyway ending here. ive got nothing to blog aboutt. but, dont let this blog diee. it has a life, yknow. must treasure it. so do tag okay.

ps. i want syuahda's picturessss! :D

i miss my friends.
hyperrrrrr.
Thursday, November 20, 2008 @ 8:34 PM
everthing's okay now. i'm thankful.


okay. havent been updating long again. im back. lotslotslots of pictures!
READ AND VIEW AT YOUR OWN RISK :DD

Wednesday

went with Lia, Lanjia, ChingLe, Glen, Hsiangwee, and 2 of Lia's peeps, Sandy and Elaine, to play basketball near Lia's house. so funn, even for an awesome noob player like me. it rainedm, so we had to wait for the rain to stop since 3pm to about 4.30pm. after that had ALOT of matches. Boys handicapped still win us. we were leading first, end up they won -.-
then other boys came, Lia's juniors, they were pro. thrashed us. hahas.
reached home at about 7.30pm. 30mins after i was supposed to reach home :P hahas.
anyway, had a great day.
looking forward to more bball next timee!

Today

ahhh, it was fun. & seniors are backkkkkkkkk! ♥

in the morning had to help out with the dry-run open house. kinda boring. so slacked. meh, i felt so alone just now. like.. like.. okay just not that good mood.
but nevermind, im hyperrr now.

in the afternoon, rushed home, bathed blahblah. then went to meet Gladys and Alyanna at CCK MRT. we're gonna watch madagascar2 with myko! wow, i love going out with them. im so sad. that Alyanna and Kristelle cant go to swiss cottage! maybe only ): ohwell..hahaha, we laughed so hard during the movie! and Gladys aka the "tourist" took lotsa pictures with her camera. so let her pictures do the talking. :DD
PS. HER CAMERA IS SO AWESOMEEE.









the enddd :D
cool yeah?


at night, msned a lot with my dearest SYUHADAA♥ omfg, iloveher man. we edited pictures together. hahhas, here they aree!
SHE'S SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.





such a longgg post. :D
ciaos!

i miss them.
Guilty conscience kicks in.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 @ 10:58 AM
ever since that day.
we've barely spoken to each other.
you dont understand how i'm feeling.

last night,
it was when my guilty conscience kicked in.
dont you know how much tears i've cried.
it's like i want to apologise,
but, seriously, it's unfair of you.
why, oh why, should i continue maths olympiad,
if i've no interest, and i find it so boring.
it's as easy as putting it as youre forcing me.
you said blahblah, it's important for my future blahblah.
so what. i dont believe maths olympiad has anything to do with it.

so please, let this end.
i've had enough.

Lord, please take the wheel and guide me through these days.

Tiring, but a great day.
Monday, November 17, 2008 @ 8:27 PM
sorry people, i guess i haven't been posting for quite awhile.
well, i'm back!

as usual, had badminton again. sigh, seniors were at Xiamen, and i guess Mr Dicky's not back from his honeymoon. oohlalaa. hahas, so did basic stuff, even had lotsa single games. i think it's for selection of singles or doubles. i dont want singles! tough man. wow, everyone, beware, playing against Lynette aka Chicken, is just as easy as calling it "suicide". mygosh, i almost beat the pro! grrr.
1st set: 9 : 21 im obviously the one getting thrashed
2nd set: 20 : 22 damnn, so, so closeee.
Roar, Lynette, you watch out (fingers in tweeze position, facing her) :D


hahahas, can you believe it, i just found out this is called blockquote from Syuhadaaa. i'm such an awesome noob!
anyway what i really wanted to say.
sorry, girls.
if today i acted kind of..pissy? i dontknow.
wont happen again, i promise. :D


anyway after a longlong tiring training, went to Amirah sayang's house! her mum's so kind. thanks for the treat and not to forget drive :DD Amirah and i were stinky! hehes. can you believe, we did homework! well, a bit. omfg, manis is so cutee. she doesnt bite! :D i held her, so niceee. hitam.. uh, hahas, youre cute too, but never let me pet you so much ):
anyway, overall had a great time.
next time, off to my house bake cookies uh!







the end. :D
i miss syuhada. i miss huda. i miss amirah? hahahas. i miss eunice. i miss dawn.

THE AWESOME CONCERT BABEHH
Friday, November 14, 2008 @ 9:11 PM
yesterday, i went to Rihanna's concert at the Indoor Stadium
omfg, my first concert, i was like *&$@#^(#&*(%!
IT ROCKED LAAAAAAAAA.
i was like screaming, and dancing like mad. even my friends said i was mad :DD
till my voice a lil' bit hoarse. hehe!
i got an equation for you people out there.
RHIANNON + ALYANNA = RHIANNA :DDDDD awesome no?
sadly, it was shorter than i expected. and there were some problems. poor Rihanna, the sound crew, how could you ):
but, i loved it anyway. it's not always you get to see a starrr!
ohwell, time to shutup and let the pictures do the talking.

ps: these are the best ones, i used my handphone. i know the quality's crap. the better ones are with my friend. still wating for her to send them to me! GRRRRR




Before the showw.

Later on into the showw. :D
















i really loved it man.
great experienceee.

and seniors,
have a fun time in Xiamen. ♥
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 @ 8:37 PM
there was badminton again today.
y'know, im starting to love it more. now that i understand it more, and that i'm improving? and so is everyone! i'm so happy for them!

had the usual training again. it's nice, that i can see my CCA peeps almost everyday. Mr Dickyyyyyyy, how's your wedding and honeymoon? :D hope youre having fun! anyway, joey, lanjia, hilda, wanjun and i stayed back a lil' bit longer. sigh, i've gotta admit, i was feeling pretty alone just now. ohwell, sorry girls. after that, we had our "lunches", so late, at about 5pm? had a great, awesome chat.
went home with wanjunnn! we were SQUEEEEZEDDD on the bus. so sweaty somemore. poor people who get next to us. hahahahah. i guess tomorrow i'm going with her to get our books. thanks for accompanying me!

ohyeah, been crazy over 'whose line is it anyway, scenes from a hat' lately. recommended! :DD
and, i'm STILL hooked to the song so sick -.-

i miss SHARED,
i miss GIRLFRIENDS,
@ 8:14 PM
RULE#1 : People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE#2 : Tag 5 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag back that person. Continue this game by tagging others. meh, can i dont follow this rule

Tagged by Doris♥ Jie/Girlfriend to do.

1. Do you have secrets?
Yeah, ofcourse.
2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
Maybe?
3. Do you enjoy going to school?
For the homework and studies, NO. For the friends, YESYESYES :D
4. What will you do if you have a billion dollars?
Shopping spree? Treat my friends, wooohooo.
5. What is your view towards love?
It's two-sided.
6. Which is more blessed loving someone or being loved?
BOTH! :D
7. What is the thing I desire now?
To improve and be a good guitarist.
8. If the person you like is attached, what will you do?
I'll wait.
9. Is there anything that make you extremely happy ?
To be with my goodgoodgood friends. And, everything in my life to be okay again.
10. What makes you angry ?
When I'm betrayed by a friend.
11. How will you see yourself in 10years time?
Someone happy with her life. :D
12. Who is currently the most impt person in my life?
Family and friends.♥
13. What is the most important thing in life?
Happiness.
14. What do you wish to happen now?
That I'll forget everything bad that's happened. And to meet my besties!
15. What is your fav. colour?
WHITEWHITEWHITE:D same as Doris♥
16. Will you give all in a r/ship ?
Depends. But, most probably, yes?
17. If you fall in love with 2 person at th same time, what will you do?
I have no idea.
18. Will you forgive & forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
Yes. As they always say, forgive and forget.
19. What will you tell to all your friends out there?
Thanks, for being there for me.

5 person chose to do this quiz:
Meh.
Do if you want to :DD
Sunday, November 9, 2008 @ 8:46 PM



such a nice reflection in the waterrr



aint the turtle just so cute? :D


rhiannon had a great day today.

went with jiamin to chinese/japanese garden. it was so fun! we walked around, crossed three bridges, three times! saw so many cute turtles. they're so cute, im jealous. hahahas. all the gazeebos. ( i dontknow how to spell, but i think this spelling's good enough :D) the peace and serenity was so nice. sigh, i love nature. hmms, then we sat down in the shelter we went for the last time's cross'country to draw scenery, as for her, mangaaa! ahh, the memories. :D

later on we planned to meet with joanna, at bpp, but we met her on the LRT train! ohmygosh, she's such a prettaygirl and cutiepiee. joanna, dont kill me for saying these. -tongue sticks out-. hahaaa. we were all hungry, but cannot decide what to eat. -.- rofl, so in the end, bought icecream/milkshake/burger take'away to jiamin's fitness corner. hehes. it was so fun! we saw iain running. hahahahaa, not bad huh iain? we swung like we've never swung before. LOL.
ohman, i really cant understand my feelings now.
sorry if i treat you badly, girl.

behind the scenes : my dear friends, do give me your hp/home numbers, yeah? i lost them. thankyou! :D
Saturday, November 8, 2008 @ 10:39 PM
i still hate it.
sigh, i guess time really does change everything.
Friday, November 7, 2008 @ 10:27 PM


Happy 10th Monthsery!SHARED.

it's 10 months already! we're gonna be closer&better next year. I love you guys!
Thursday, November 6, 2008 @ 10:37 PM
i dont really feel like posting today.
sorry peoeple.
anyway, ive been in love with poetry lately. im trying to write some too!
failing awesomely hahas.

i'll post some up next time, but dont laugh at it's noobness :D
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 @ 6:35 PM
two days of using my tempo phone, and i survived. cause im getting used to it. missing my phone though. ohwell, rhiannon can survive! and, i got my new specs. look so weird, and i like it. hehe.

pheww. today's post aint going to be about badminton, arent you guys thankful?
anyway, i met my dear girlfriends. ohman, why short of 2 girls again. the 3 were caixinyi, doris, amanda. yay, i love them! i can pretty much tell them almost everything. well, theyre my listening ears? sigh, at least there are people out there who care. SHARED are the next in line. quote ' always there for me' :DD

we met at BPP at 11.50am. we were hunggggggrryyyy! so, we've finally decided, we're gonna eat at Subway. yumm, the sandwiches and cookies are nicee! as girls, you know, we'll naturally talk about our school stuffs. gossips? laugh out loud, caixinyi, 10 10 10 10 10! hahaha.

after that, we headed to Lot1. meh, can you believe it? we cabbed there, hahaa. first thing we did, neoprints! mygosh, theyre so chiooo. next we walked walked a bit. again, highed. we bought these cute little keychain thingies. theyre so cuteeee! yay, we're keeping the bond closee.

meh, majority of votes, next destination, rhiannon's house. on the way there, we were so noisy! mygosh, my dearest caixinyi can be the center of attraction even without talking.
mymy, XINYI ZI-HIGHS VERY WELL. :DD
we were crapping like shit, and i likee it. xinyi couldnt talk all the way to my house! hahahaaa. ohwell, at my house, talked about where we're going for the fullhouse, and all that. our tees? cant wait, girls!

ohmann, there still hasnt been a full SHARED outing. when will it be? why are we waiting, why are we waiting. hahas.

man, i seriously dontknow why.
but sometimes i still keep thinking of the times we had.
what happened, girl?
all those years of our closeclose friendship?
ohmy, now i wonder.
i dont think you care anymore.. do you?
sigh.
whywhywhy!?
im gonna kill myself for thinking about all this shit.
i keep telling myself, it's all in my head,
but i fail to understand.
i just know, the truth is out there, somewhere.
i hate it.
Monday, November 3, 2008 @ 7:31 PM
ohman. my phone flew and dropped. i thought nothing happened, but cannot turn it on. and when the buttons lighted up, the screen was still black. shit lor. now im stuck with this lousy phone (also known as crap, for short), till it gets fixed. sigh, CPR didnt work. i miss my phone already. i feel like a slow, retarded, kuku on the temp phone.

today had badminton as usual. haha, dearest amirah was super early, so i went earlier to meet her. meh, then joey came. we hid from her, lol. a moment of laughter. meh, we camwhored a bit. but, sian, could post some pictures but.. stinking phone, so y'know.

training. wow, didnt expect a new coach, temporary while mr dicky was away. okay, i thought he was good.. but apparently, i didnt think so. 19 rounds around the hall.. blisters. but that wasnt what was bad. the coach mainly talks talks talks. boring man. 15mins - 20mins, we were all standing there while he talked? then i heard from my dear cca peeps, after i left, they had to listen to him talk for another 30mins, before playing. i want action! meh, it'd better be more fun tomorrow at gombak.

i know it's kinda lame for me to think about this
but reading those comics, it reminded me of those days.
where we had our long, nonsensical 2-3hour chats on the phone, till our mamas were nagging,
& our bills were bursting.
the times when i had a problem or something going on in my mind,
& you would be the first to hear about it
where we always has so much fun in school
& remember we had each other clean each other's tables?
especially during and after CCA,
& as my dearest partner in doubles and my friend to slack with me before going home.
what happened?
girl, i miss our friendship.
how i wish everything would return to the way it was before.
but it's too late, isnt it?


Sunday, November 2, 2008 @ 10:07 PM
it's pretty obvious to what the eye can see.
now fly off, and shoo.
theyre not meant to be stolen, and you know that.
so why are you still trying?
Saturday, November 1, 2008 @ 8:27 PM
Syuhada;Huda;Amirah;Rhiannon;Eunice;Dawn ♥ 7 january


hahah. rhiannon has chosen her specs, and now the wait begins. rhiannon's back...., nerd style.
shall post pictures of it soon.

anyway, one more thing, before i forget.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KRISTELLEEEEEEE!
youre officially 12. may you get good results for your PSLE. come to swiss cottage okay? :D
loves! ♥

sorry for the super short post, nothing to post about. heh.

}dates to look forward to:
• 4joy'05 gathering! ♥
• GIRLFRIENDS FULLHOUSE. ♥
add more to my list people (:

Happy Halloween, people.
And hey, where's my candayyyy!?