"Once you had put the pieces back together, even though you may look intact, you were never quite the same as you'd been before the fall." - Jodi Picoult
Rhiannon.
Sweet 16 on Sept 7.
I ♥ white and Taylor Swift.
HAPPY 1 YEAR 3 MONTHS MUSKEETEERS! Last year, we werent so close. But yeah, now, we've become closer. That's superbly great yeah? Let's fall in love, musketeers. LOL. Cant ever forget that dumb song. Teehee. If only I could post our group picture here. Takecare lovelies! ^^ To dearest Su Lanjia and Hilda Chee Pei Ting! <3
Okay. Went to Plaza Singapura earlier today. Practised guitar pieces with Rachel, Jiaxin and Auntie Azizah. Hohoho. I realised something, we're all dead for sight reading. Nervousness ruins everything too. ): Yeah, we stayed at the lil' corner of Yamaha practising till 5pm before our lessons started. Hahaha. All the best babees! We're gonna ace this exams. :)
Okey, ending here. " The path you take, depends on the choice you make. " Oohhhyeah, 9 more days baby! :D
even if the sky is falling down
Friday, August 28, 2009 @ 11:55 PM
HEYLOOOOO EVERYONE! I haven't been updating for a looooong time. But I'm not going to let this blog die okay.
When I see your smile, tears roll down my face. I can't replace. Now that I'm strong I have figured out, How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me. I can show you I'll be the one.
I will never let you fall, I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you ascends me to Heaven. Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
Look up yeah. I know it's quite an old song. But I'm suddenly hooked to it now. So deep and meaningful. :)
I'm so happy that Swiss Project Work is going to end next week. LONG AWAITED. That dumb project had caused me to sleep like 1am-2am each Wednesday, just to complete some stuffs. Super-dee-duper glad that's it gonna be over. ^^
BROWN HOUSE IS THE CHAMPION! Yayyyyyyyyyy, like, finally! I wonder how'd the results be if there was sports day. Anyw, yeah, Lanjia said winning this time, didnt feel the same without sports day. Nvm. WELL DONE BROWN HOUSE! Next year again! Champions, one and all! :D
Okey. CIP today. Sticked together with Syu, Amirah, Huda, Jiamin and Huichen. Luckily, they were there. If not I would have been alone after Amirah, Huda and Syu left. Heeee, first stop Yishun, then Jurong East. Hahahah. Now I understand, how people feel when they're ignored/rejected. It hurts. ): LOL. I'll be a better person. LOL. Anyw, it's really easy peasy for Jason and Huichen right, grrrrrrrr. Small, small cutecute! Thankyou to everyone who made a donation! :) Ohyeah, TTL, HOW DO YOU DO IT. LOL!
12 September's approaching. Argh. Going to guit lessons at 2.30pm tmrw, then will be finding some spot near dhoby ghaut to practice with the rest. Coolness. :D I'll be ready by then, I'm sure of it. Been practising way more now. :)
Looking forward to Monday yeah. Going back to GRPS with my girlfriends! <3 I miss you guys! Fullhouse at last! Lots of loveeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Ending here. Time to read my storybook! (: Please tell me, how long will this last?
enough is enough
Saturday, August 22, 2009 @ 11:33 PM
Everything I do, everything I say, will make at least ONE person unhappy with me. I wonder how many people would ignore me at the end of the day. Isnt it better if I'm just not here?? I WANT MY OLD LIFE BACK. )':
Heart to heart
Thursday, August 20, 2009 @ 11:25 PM
'My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt. That was then, this is my now.' This is My Now by Jordin Sparks.
I've been too lazy to blog these fews days, either that or there wasnt anything to blog about. Hee, things have been taking a turn these few days though. Shhhhh. :D
Exams are coming in a month's time, and not to mention my guitar exams. 12 September. I hope I'm ready for everything by then. So yeah, wont be posting so much for now. Stay tuned though! ^^
Swiss Project Work. It was super boring again today. I still dont understand why it's really necessary. Waste of my time and monehhhhh! ): I could have spent that time studying at home yknow?! Rhiannon is grinning now. Heeheehee. 2 more and it's over. Yippeeeeeeee. I anticipate that day. (:
After that met dearest Lanjia. It's great things are going pretty sweet for her. We had nothing to do, so yeap, went to Causeway. There were so many things we intended to buy, but NO $$$$$$$$$! ): Haha, she asked whether she should buy mcflurry, shaker fries or bubble tea, but ended up buying all three! Hahahahaha. We're going shopping later this month when we're free and not broke! Each time with her, there never fails to be a nice heart to heart talk. Loveeeeee.
I'll be ending here. I'm gonna read my boooooooooooooooooook! :D TTYL!
Now I know that's what you think of me as. Now I know why I made that choice. Now I know.
Starts with goodbye,
Sunday, August 16, 2009 @ 11:15 PM
I dont really feel like posting about today. Btw, hope ya'll like my new blogskin and songs. Songs are: Starts with Goodbye by Carrie Underwood and Promises in the Dark by Keri Hilson. They really speak to me, so so much. A friend once told me today. 'What's done cannot be undone.' Here are the lyrics of a song I really like too. :)
I told you so - Carrie Underwood.
Suppose I called you up tonight And told you that I loved you And suppose I said I wanna come back home And suppose I cried and said I think I finally learned my lesson And I'm tired of spending all my time alone
If I told you that I realize you're all I ever wanted And it's killing me to be so far away Would you tell me that you love me too And would we cry together Or would you simply laugh at me and say
I told you so Oh, I told you so I told you someday you'd come crawling back And asking me to take you in I told you so But you had to go Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again
If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever Would you get down on yours too and take my hand Would we get that old time feeling Would we laugh and talk for hours The way we did when our love first began
Would you tell me that you missed me too And that you've been so lonely And you've waited for the day that I returned And we would live and love forever And that I'm your one and only Or would you say the tables finally turn
Would you say I told you so Oh, I told you so I told you someday you'd come crawling back And asking me to take you in I told you so But you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again Now I found someone new and you will never break my heart in two again
What's the most special thing about time? "It heals all wounds."
The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart..
Saturday, August 15, 2009 @ 11:45 PM
It's amazing what you can hide, just by putting on smile on your face.
140809, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYUHADA! LOVE YOU ALWAYS DEARIE! :DD 150809, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLADYS! YOU'RE A GREAT CHILDHOOD BESTIE! :DD
Met up with my dearest Lanjia at around 12.45pm at BPP. Yeap, had lunch with her first before going to Swiss. Hee, saw Wanjun and L.Shihui at Mcdonalds. LOL, their fries taste nicer than mine and Lanjia's. ): We walked around for awhile..then headed off to bus stop. Oh, I love having heart to heart talks with her.
Latest to reach. Hahaha. Iggy, Aqif, Lanyu and Mr Michael were alrdy waiting inside the prestigious cab. Hehehe. LOL. "Esplanade got toilet!" Heeee, remember this peoples? Oh the memories of that CIP :)
MOE-AYG APPRECIATION TEA 2009 Reached Esplanade. Ohwow. It was really kinda classy. Coolness. :) Ok, sat at the theatre thingy. There's no phone signal there, lol! The girl who sang was really good. I love her voice. Hee, after the speeches and performances, BUFFET TIME. The food was yummmmmmmmmmy! :) Should have brought some back home. LOL.
Rushed to guitar after that together with Lanjia. :) I was late for like 30mins, or more than that?! Lanjia just waited outside playing with the pianos. O: Hahaha, after that walked around with her around plaza sing. I forgot which shop it was, we laughed extremely hard. LOL. Which was it?! This is what STM does to you. -.- Homed after that. Thanks mostly to Lanjia for the great day and listening to me. :)We really do have a lot a lot a lot in common!
"Never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about." -- Unknown Author. Oh wow, this is just...wow.
Hey you, yes you. Why are you doing this? Whatever your reasons, it still kinda hurts me yknow.
Broken strings
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 @ 9:42 PM
You can't play on broken strings,
Yesterday. 110809.
"It's black and white to encourage us to use the zebra crossing." This was suggested by Lanjia! :D Yknow what, I wrote that down, since I had no other ideas. :D After that went down with her to eat my lunch. Hahah, was eating halfway, suddenly MsNg appeared outta nowhere saying training started at 2pm at Cdans. LOL. It was like 2.20pm. O: O: O:
...Nisa and Hilda told us abt a series of crazy, whacky events happened that made us all roll on the floor and laugh.... LMAO, LESSON LEARNT: COVER YOUR MOUTH TOO WHEN SNEEZING. LOL! :DD
Training was kinda tiring. Badminton league carried on. Poor Wanjun, played like 3 matches while everyone else, played like at least 1 only. After training, Lanjia Hilda and Joey looked super funny carrying all our rackets and shoebags to school. LOL. Stayed around the air-con lobby in Cdans for about an hour w Wanjun and Chiahui before heading off. Hahahah. Nicenice chat. Yknow, if I was left there, I would prolly fall alseep. I LOVE THE AIRCON THERE. LOL. VERY VERY VERY COOLING.
Meeting girlfriends soon! YAY! <3 Sigh, the more I listen, the more I understand the lyrics.
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Today. 120809.
Nothing really interesting happened today. Yeah. PE logistics with group 1. (: Since it started drizzling, we didnt need to do! Hahaha. Rested with Lanjia, Amirah, Michelle at the fitness corner. The wind was really nice.. I almost fell asleep lying down on the plank thingy there. O: O:
Wasted time till about 5pm with Lanjia after the rest left. She's surely happier today after what happened. Winkwink! :DD Except for that dumb insect incident.. Anyw went with her to BPP after that. Hadnt been with her solo for very long alrdy. (:
OKAY, YKNOW, I KNOW ABOUT 35 PEOPLE FROM E4! YAY! LOL. Hahahahaha, I guessed everyone's index numbers, with some hints of course. :DD It's not easy man. Ok, I had a great talk with her too. Thanks Lanjia for making me feel better. (: (:
Ending here. I HATE HATE HATE HATE SPW! D:
I think I should
Sunday, August 9, 2009 @ 11:30 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :DD
I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY! I'll try posting pictures next time. My blogger still hasnt recovered. D: P.S, I think some people got a good laugh from how Jiamin and I reacted just now thanks to that dumb, super big bee! LOL.
Ok, Rhia was bored. If youre bored too, feel free to say this! Hahaha, I dont know why, it makes me smile :)
Mr. See owned a saw, And Mr. Soar owned a seesaw. Now See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw Before Soar saw See, Which made Soar sore. Had Soar seen See's saw Before See sawed Soar's seesaw, See's saw would not have sawed Soar's seesaw. So See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw. But it was sad to see Soar so sore Just because See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw!
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Yeah, I'm really sorry. I think I've thought it true. Everything seems to be pushing me towards the 'yes' side. I think I should. Now, all I need are the guts to do it.
And Samantha, you're truly like the sister I never had. (:
I've been thinking
Friday, August 7, 2009 @ 11:58 PM
OH SEVEN OH EIGHT OH NINE! NDP celebrations. Hahahah. 2E2 wasnt as hyper as last year. It just didnt feel the same this time. O: Sec 2 already, everyone's involved in the parade. Had a good laugh seeing our friends in the parade/dancing.^^ I loved the last part. What do you see? Epic 2e2's unity! :DD
Chilling out time with JM and XY. Watched 'Up'! Jiamin and I were waiting so long for this movieee! It's a really nice movie! :DD Super funny, & touching. Perfect combo, trust me. I love how everytime we watch a movie there's always a recommendation for our next movie during the previews! Heeee. I noticed how Carl looks super cute even as an old man. Ohyeah, it made me totally forget abt the 123456789 thingy! Aw, nvm, just have to wait another 100years. LOL.
Ok, Jiamin's house was next. Xinyi keep asking for food! Tht's like so her. Haha. Yknow, we watched Teletubbies for like 5mins. I just realised when they walk their butts wobble gently. So adorable! :DD Hahahaha. It's so unfair, she has the channel but I dont. LOL, yeah right. :DD
After Xinyi left, I had a really meaningful talk with Jiamin. Talked abt some of our innermost thoughts. Somehow. Oh, how I love just pouring out everything to a close friend. Really makes me feel better, no matter what. :)
Roller-blading and chilling out again tmrw. Oh, we're sooo gonna have a movie marathon! ^^
Ive suddenly gotten my obsession for 'Together' and 'That's when I love you' back. (:
Please forgive me. If I suddenly do harsh things. I really want to do some serious thinking.
The tension's building up in me
Thursday, August 6, 2009 @ 11:44 PM
'Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself Cause a dream is a wish that you make all alone It's easy to feel like you don't need help But it's harder to walk on your own'. Demi Levato - Gift of a Friend.
I want to know the truth, please. I've had enough of these. Y'know, it always makes me feel like I'm stuck in the middle. Swiss Project work. Really dont like it. Why is there always some problem. 2E2 always has some scolding. It's seriously ruining everyone's mood. Everyone doesnt have the time to do research for it too. At least there should be more time yeah? Nvm, 3 more sessions and everything'll be over. I'll be waiting :)
Met up with Lanjia after school, waiting for Wanjun and the others. We supported Hadi, Andyqa and the rest from the gallery. :D It's too soft, but the singing was niceeee. Do better in the second round of auditions alrightee? Hahahah. Did the noticeboard with the rest. Sorry, the pain was getting on my nerves. Sigh. Lot1 with Wanjun after that. :)
National Day celebrations tomorrow! 070809! I love the date. It's so awesomeness. Lotsa friends are gonna be participating in the parade tmrw. Hehehe, I'll be watching out for y'all! ^^ See the moon and the stars. Yay, I wanna singsingsing tomorrow! ^^
Psst, Jiamin! Friday to Sunday combo. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! We're gonna make up for the days we lost girl! :) First up, UP! BRING. IT. ON.
Sweet dream or beautiful nightmare
Wednesday, August 5, 2009 @ 10:25 PM
Sometimes, falling asleep at the wrong time can really make one frustrated.
Today was the usual. Y'know, think I kinda miss slacking off on the bed at home when I was sick.
Oh yeah, history test was so disappointing. Made a bet with Russell. If I get lower than him, he gives me 10cents. If he gets lower, I give him 10cents. In the end, our marks were equally disappointing. What's this?! I didnt get my 10 cents. D: LOL. Nvm, chinese test. I'll get it for sure. LOL.
Nothing much after school too. Had to do another noticeboard. Went to Lot1 with Wanjun, Michelle tagged along too.^^ Bought someone's birthday present. Hehehe, jealling here. I also want. D: Anyw yeah, I hate being the richest on Monday, and broke by Friday. Okay, new aim: SAVE SAVE SAVE MONEY.
Aye, C.Xinyi, teacher's day! We're going to have our long awaited fullhouse! I miss you guys a lot a lot a lot! Why why why, girlfriends are always too busy to meet. Ugh, everyone in different schools. Dont let the bond drift apart okey. Love y'all! :D
Bored. Gotta do my homework now. Seeya later, alligators! :D Anyw, if anyone has any nice song recommendations. Tell me please! ^^
Ohmygosh, I'm short!
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 @ 11:28 PM
Heyo! Long time no post, again. Miss me peopleee? ^^ Rweeeya keeps falling asleep at 8++ each night till the next morning.
I'm finally feeling much much much better now. Hehehe, my dumb medicines are finally finished too. Yippeeeeeee! :D Anyway, get well soon Reuben, okey?
School was pretty funfun today. I finally reached school before 7am. Long time since that happened. Hahaha, aw, I cant take 180 with Wanjun alrdy. Grrrr. Anyw, yeah. Lotsa stuffs happened, lazy to elaborate. Congrats to Carson's group and Joanna's group for the Swiss Sci Challenge 2009 thingy too! :) ROCK ON YO!
CCA phototaking today. The blue jersey's so...figure-ehhancing. LOL. Hahaha. Took some dumb shots. But, I hope this year the pictures will look nice too! Blue and white combooooo! (: I'm shorter than Dreidel, Nicolette and Jolene! Sigh, jumpjumpjump Rhiaaaaa! :D I have to admit the fact that I'm short. Grrr. I cant let my self esteem go down like this D: Hahaha.
Training was kinda okay. Badminton league started alrdy. Sigh, I dont think sec2s are gonna be able to play next year. Wheeeeee. Seniors are like, so pro. Roar. But when Mr Gan said training was gonna be strenuous, he meant it. D: Tiring man. Friday National Day celebrationssss! :) Why SLs not going to do anything! The sec2 SLs were all looking forward to it manxz.
After CCA slacked with the rest at cDans. Aircon there super niceee. Hahahah. Gossiped a lot with Wanjun and Chiahui for like 1hour O: Meh, what can we do, we're girls! Hehehehe. Chiahui and ehemehem right? WInkwink! Hahahha.
Alright, ending here. Tag more peopleee! :) Up's coming up coooooon! I'm so, so, so gonna watch it yo!