"Once you had put the pieces back together, even though you may look intact, you were never quite the same as you'd been before the fall." - Jodi Picoult
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Friday, December 9, 2011 @ 2:19 AM
 Pink roses to suit the mood i'm in hehehe. Idk why i've the sudden urge to post and get some thoughts out of my mind.. Yeap for the past few days i've been on a total movie marathon: Breaking Dawn Part1, You Are The Apple Of My Eye and New Year's Eve. You Are The Apple Of My Eye was the best. In a way I felt like I could relate to it somehow, idk..it felt sort of like my lower secondary life. The movie brought out the hopeless romantic in me, like no kidding. The way Ching-Teng looked at Chia-Yi as she was walking down the aisle.. I want a guy who will look at me that way. It hit me. I actually kinda missed the feeling of liking a guy and having the guy like me back. Being liked by a guy, meant that there's smth they saw in you that they admire enough to want to know you more and all. I suddenly think I was such an a-hole and noob for not making the right decisions in the past. I don't want to be tied down by being in a relationship, but I want that feeling again :( Dang I'm sucha sucker for letting those feelings come back now. Then, New Year's Eve. It concluded with saying that love was what made a difference in everyone's lives. How the new year was the time to make resolutions, to get second chances. It got me reminiscing, big time. What if I had never.... What if I had actually.... What if we.... It mentioned smth about having no regrets. I thought abt that smth immediately. It wasnt wrong at that time, but I really regret it now. I know I know, I'm still young and those are just movies and whatnot, but dang I've never had this mood ever since July, suddenly it comes creeping back. It's bittersweet though :) Okay. P/s this post was just a little rant out for me, so if anyone does read it, well okay. |